Tonight

I am so close to being finished but still so very far away. There is only one exam standing between me and Christmas break, but that one exam requires a ton of studying I really don't have any motivation to do. I know some strenuous physical activity is what I really need right now, but I can't because of this tattoo! I really hope it heals soon to the point where I can wear shoes so  I can go for a run or something, because I am actually so disgusting right now. Alls I've done over the past few days was eat like shit and sleep in and pretend to study. Pretty sure I failed math yesterday, and even if I didn't there is no way I got the c needed to pass. It's kind of a lonely night, my roommate is gone and everybody who is left in the house is studying. I just want to cuddle my dog. I know as soon as I get home I'm going to want to come back, but that's beside the point right now. For the first time I really want to go home. Even though I'm not really sure where home is anymore. New Brunswick is definitely starting to feel more and more like home.