So much stress

If anybody is even borderline stressed right now, I would avoid reading this post if you are anything like me, because it will only increase your stress levels right now of you are anything like me. Oh my goodness the crazy stressful stuff that is happening. Firstly is academics. I have four midterms happening in the next week, along with a crazy amount of assignments (like my bio lab I should be doing right now, but just can't  focus). On top of all that I am curling a solid 10 hours a week and still need to find time to workout. There is also the whole thing about our house president being evicted over pictures posted on facebook, of them playing drinking games in res, a big no-no, but still, everyone does it and nobody really thinks about it, it's one of those don't see don't care things for proctors, and then pictures were posted and  everything broke loose. It's also really bad timing, because Tibbits week is NEXT WEEK! That means relay for life is this weekend. So is curl for cancer. Everything is happening at once.

To top everything off dad texted me today and told me to call him. I did, thinking it was mom wanting to shoot off again about something. It's funny, when you get those messages the worst possible situations always run through your head but you always dismiss them thinking you're crazy. Well tonight the first thing that I thought was oh man something's wrong, then I rationalized myself into thinking it was mom wanting to shoot off. Then I call dad up and my grandfather was sent to the hospital LAST NIGHT!Last night, or this morning at 3, whichever. and they didn't think to tell me until 5:30? In all fairness I guess I was in classes all day and probably would not have called them back anyway, but still. I really don't want to have to worry about this right now, but it is what it is.

I am taking this moment to give everything up to you Lord. I cannot do this alone, and I am asking for your help. I need you to guide me through these next few weeks. You have already showed me several times how wonderful you are, and I ask God that, once more, you lead me to the path I am meant to be on.